This is fiction, but based on Jacoby's Camp.
SUMMER PSALMS 53:7-8
Annice Jacoby
Sonya noticed the signs had started. They were near the mountains
now. This county prided itself on the highest per capita billboard
rate in the nation. Come swim. Come dive. Sometimes they went to
the track in a large group and cheered as a section. Sometimes it
was cold enough in August to wear a mink wrap. She was glad she packed
hers. Her children were irritated with her slow response. She
tried to muster some concentration.
They arrived with the mosquito music at the edge of day. Sonya tucked
the children into the foldout in the cottage bedroom. Flystrips from last
summer hung like diseased shadows. The beds were sticky from tarpaper
and mothballs. The mice had chewed the cardboard boxes with winter
storage leaving a forest of silt everywhere.
A thousand bucks for the bungalow with two tiny bedrooms. The kitchen
and adjacent bath, a living area, knotty pine, yellow formica marble swirl
table, matching chrome chairs, a day-bed that doubled as a couch and guest
room. Seventy-five more for each kid in camp. The handyman's
wife cleaned for ten. There was a makeshift laundry at a quarter a wash
and free drying on a bunch of collapsing lines. Sonya would often
drift around in the overgrown grass collecting underwear caught in the
nettles. When it rained the tiny building fashioned with rustic ingenuity,
bellowed with sweetness. Large meals were washed down with seltzer
from the moist blue explosive bottles stored on the porch. The colony
was full of conveniences. The dairyman drove his pickup around every
evening at five. Joe the fruit man parked daily under the shade
maple. It was easy to spend July 1953 eating peaches, grapes and
cantaloupe.
The colony was owned by hardworking first generation Jews. They
had come in the spill of World War I and were prosperous by the second
war. When he bought the land in 1937, Saul Gersh, befriended
Pierce Gillete who had been born in the stoic farm house surrounded by
lilac and birch. Starting with the hand pump side mounted on a concrete
slab in the back of the house, Pierce showed Saul the crude basics of plumbing
and milling.
The first change Saul made was to divide up the old house into summer
apartments providing relief for families from the city summers. His
customers were all Jews who seemed affluent, boisterous, cranky, and joyous
to the few locals. Words moved in their mouths in a completely
different style. The colony spread on top of a mountain overlooking
the valley three miles down the unpaved road. The only local industry
was the state farm penitentiary and a some tack shops and taverns that
served a famous trout fishing river.
Saul was investing in the future. He was preparing for swimming
pools, convertibles, casinos, comics, concessions, loud speakers, the resort
regalia. In the beginning there were just a few families. Men
in their late forties, sons facing the war, older women without men who
took long walks in the untended crabapple orchards, gathered ferns as labor
day approached and the August night chill made them yearn for their heated
apartment in the city.
Saul hired Pierce because he needed to understand the country. Pierce
was wry and pale and had lost a few fingers in rough timbering. They
bought a barn at auction for fifty dollars and moved it from the valley
slated for dam flooding to the perfect pitch on the side of Saul's mountain.
During the war, they set up their own logging and mill operation. They
leveled ground, dug and wired one little bungalow after another. They
would build two or three every year. Each spring they would jack
up the ones that had shifted on their concrete blocks during the winter
freeze. In the spring, the fishing enthusiasts would invade and they
might occasionally find bear shit with whole jars of salmon eggs. Saul
and Pierce stayed strong enjoying lunches of herring and rye
bread, schav and schnecken. Pierce might joke. "Saul, what's
a phillips screwdriver?" Without waiting for an answer he'd roar "Milk
of magnesia and vodka!"
By the late forties Saul had bought house plans from Sears, with
a pine panelled den and dug a lake with a rural development grant. The
docks kept disappearing and the beach was pebbles, but the lake became
part of the ecology, snakes and blueberry bushes thriving in the confluence
of cold streams.
Saul enjoyed the rigor and profit of his colony. Every morning
in season, he poked among the dewdrops on the lawn with a broom pole nail
contraption for bits of debris. He discouraged childish pranks by
carrying transgressors, boys only, by their ears back to their parents
for a scolding. His handsome authority was respected as an asset
to the colony.
On Monday, early morning cold surprised Sonya as she ready the children
for camp. She wondered how does the word camp serve annihilation
and recreation without skipping a beat?
The public address system crackled "Good morning. Yes,
this is it. The time for a fantastic summer." Each word
was stretched like a frankfurter balloon. "All campers should
be at the gazebo on hilltop meadow in fifteen minutes. As always,
we have picture day. So get your T-shirts, only two dollars at the
concession. Remember swimming after lunch, followed by ice cream,
chocolate mellow roll-ups. Dismissal is at five. All
whiners will be sent home. Line up in ten minutes. So don't
linger at the breakfast table. Hurry up. Welcome to another fabulous
summer. Remember! Awards every Saturday."
Sonya found shorts and fresh socks. She walked the children to camp. Under
a showy maple her companions for the summer were gathering; dentist's wives,
women with a scabbard of knitting tools, community crisis organizers, daughters
of merchants and attorneys. Her closest gals, Gloria and Sadie, Belinda
and Jeanette walked in a hive of catch up chatter to the concession hall
Lewis, the camp photographer and music teacher was inside selling t-shirts
featuring a silk-screened figure diving into sublime mountain bliss. In
the corner, between the juke box and the coke machine, was a piano broken
from communal abuse. A seven-year old named Loretta sat with
her back to the window that framed the mountains, pulling expert arpeggios.
She was there every morning for an hour or two so her fingers wouldn't
stiffen over the summer. Saul wouldn't let her use the Steinway in
the casino because it would set a bad example for the other kids. On
long afternoons when the dominant noise was the accordion wave of the crowd
at the pool, Saul's wife would secretly unlock the casino doors on to let
Loretta play Mendelson and Chopin. She was Polish and Jewish and
clung to those composers with a fierce pride.
Later in the evening, beneath the heavy purple moire drapes, a mountain
combo capable of ballroom and schlock would play. The singer opened
with Old Man River and told bathroom jokes about other races.
"There was a Chinese guy and an Jewish guy sitting on the beach. The
Jewish guy kicks sand in the Chinese guy's face.
'Why did you do that?' asks the Chinese guy.
'For Pearl Harbor'
'That was the Japanese!'
'Japanese, Chinese, what's the difference?'
So the Chinese guy kicks sand in the Jewish guy's face.
'What's that for?'
'The Titanic' responds the smiling Chinese guy.
'That was an iceberg!'
"Iceberg, Goldberg, what's the difference?'
Sonya was surprised to see Lewis in the casino on Saturday night. He
confused her. He was a French survivor of the camps. Sonya
had never heard this from him, but assumed it from the colony's gossip.
He was Jewish, but exotic and her age. Most refuges she knew were
older.
Mimi, Lewis' wife, could hardly speak English and became boring very quickly. She
was also a refuge who had escaped from Munich at the age of 14 in 1940
to join her sister in New York. When Mimi found her sister, the
woman denied recognizing her. Mimi's sister had married a man and
had never revealed to him that she was Jewish. She could not accept
her sister without stripping her veil of assimilation. The
Jewish Guardian helped her find work making patterns. There she met
Lewis who wasn't bothered by her quiet or refusal to learn English. In
the casino, Mimi's attempts to dress-up contrasted with the other women
playful in their designer delights discovered for a song at Loehman's. Sonya's
dress was a fire red sarong, pleated chiffon over the breasts, closing
at the waist with an oversize aqua bow. She loved it, Michael, her
hard working husband, loved it. She knew she was at camp.
Lewis spent the off-season working in the mountains so he could have his
own colony some day. Sonya sensed he might have been too shocked
to deal with the pressures of the city. He taught music in the schools
and photographed weddings on weekends at the big hotels that lured winter
cliental with baby ski hills and indoor pools. He hummed what he
remembered his mother singing when she plucked chickens and scattered feathers
and woe about her. Mimi and Lewis had a daughter fat as a burnished
plum. She was shy and dependent on Lewis' affection. Though
she was born one snowbound day at the hospital twenty minutes from the
colony, she spoke the heavily accented English of her parents. Mimi
was still pre-occupied with fear. Lewis had begun to relax. He
had conversations with Sonya about painting with a palette knife or rounding
up five people for prank singing. The easy swing pop tunes lent themselves
to quick jokes. On costume night, Sonya and Lewis helped dress the
crankiest colony husband as a pregnant ballerina. He wore a sign
declaring, " I should have danced all night" over his bronzed
bountiful belly.
Sonya never realized that she spoke with Lewis with the flavor of raspberry
sherbet. Her optimism was her beauty.
Sonya and Michael woke up one Sunday afternoon. They had arranged
a lovemaking nap by sending the children off with visiting cousins to the
race track. Sonya flipped on the radio for the last moment of "Helen
Trent - Can a woman find romance after thirty five?" The program
depressed her. Her mother-in-law was a faithful listener. All
the fascinating thrillers portrayed glamorous woman alone and unglamorous
women happily tucked at home listened. Michael switched to the news. He
had an eager mind, absorbing it all. Sonya was tired of his impressive
patter. She lay on her belly. Michael jumped up and said "Beautiful,
I'm off," sweat stained leather gloves tucked in his shorts "for
a little handball and a very cold swim. Don't get too lazy."
Sonya heard reports of a polio quarantine on the radio. The pleasantries
of the summer could no longer mask the smoldering fear inside her. The
children must not move about. They must stay in a small population,
minimizing the risk of contamination. There was talk of a vaccine,
but it was not yet perfected. Her daughter was a Polio Pioneer.
Sonya ran a bath and sat so long her own limbs seemed mossy as the afternoon
sunlight filtered through the water. Saul had given the place a touch
by choosing red bathtubs against the dominant dance of the knots on the
pine walls. As the light intensified, the bath oil jelled in a human
pond scum. Drawing more hot water, Sonya reminded herself of duck
soup, Venus swamp, a fertility goddess. The only mythology she remembered
from one year at Hunter College was image of the genitalia of Uranus tossed
upon the foam giving birth to Aphrodite.
Two hours later Michael returned jubilant. She spilled her concern
and they agreed that only he should leave the colony for the rest of the
summer. The jeopardy in the city was worse, large crowds frightened
away from the beaches. Each age invents the personality of the disease
that plagues it. Polio struck the nerve of remorse, crippling a perfectly
fine fruit, disturbing with stories of sex in an iron lung. Their
conversation assured her of a plan of defense, leaving Sonya contented
in their good judgment.
During the weekday evenings she had been accustomed to going to hotel
shows. At first she relished the quiet. Then she got bored.
She started carving hunks of wood, gathering rocks and making terrariums. This
started a fad among the other women. They would take the treasures
of the mountain summers back to their apartments filled with reproduction
French Provincial furniture. The salamanders their kids caught would
manage to live through most of the winter. Usually they were taken
to school and lost on the way home. They were always crawling out
of careless cans into the cracks of urban lives.
One evening the tractor was filled with hay and schucked corn. The
merry mothers and campers were driven down a logging trail to a field where
Pierce had dug a trench and filled it with scrap oak and charcoal. They
roasted the corn and fashioned sticks to burn marshmallows. They
ate with buttery relish and sang songs from "Oklahoma" stretched
out on army blankets. The children cuddled in listening to a story
Lewis was telling about a man stalking the woods for the culprit who shopped
off his golden arm. Sonya's son asked, "Is that Hitler?" Lewis
passed a brandy flask discretely to Sonya who loved the raw vanity of its
heat. Everyone was sleepy and piled back on the tractor wagon, no longer
enjoying the bumpy ride.
Sonya woke the next morning when the sun was strong and sharp. She
snapped to the task of dressing the children. She burnt the toast
and pushed them out the door. The smell of the toast lingered till
she went out to the pool. The acrid smell was still in her nostrils. She
grabbed a sunhat and ignored a dread taste in her mouth. The summer
was dry.
She glanced at her side and saw a spiral of smoke from the field on the
hillside. She ran for Saul. She ran for Pierce. She
dropped her book and sunglasses and found both men behind the laundry reassembling
every nut of two washing machines to make one good one.
Saul, cool, shouted simple orders and jumped on the tractor in the direction
of the fire. Pierce ran to Saul's wife to call the fire department,
six and one-half miles away. The all-volunteer corps of local
masons and dairy farmers, although busy with summer work, were always on
call. Forty-five minutes later they arrived with one truck and two
captains' cars. A policeman and a public health officer arrived. A
sense of panic and courage brewed with the fellowship of the emergency. Saul
had not returned. Five or six men followed on foot towards the smoke. The
smoke had intensified into a broad black curl. Since it was mid-week
most of the men were working in the city. The colony knew within
four minutes of Sonya's sighting that something was wrong. The campers
were sent to their parents.
The smoke was from the direction of last night's campfire. "No, it's
not. It's a field over." Lewis argued. He did not hesitate
over the public address system. "Everyone! Listen! This is a Fire
Alert. Do not panic. Turn off all the gas knobs. Please
go to the Casino immediately."
The fire truck had limited connections from the water tank to the fire
several fields away. Saul found a blaze at the center of a hay field
far from last night's fun. He ran to the tractor for a shovel and
started to dig a trench around the fire. No matter how fast he worked,
the fire grew faster than his efforts. The Volunteers found him pernicious
and sweaty, a Job smote in his eyes. They started clearing the uncollected
hay in stacks away from the core of the fire. The fireman came down
with axes and Pierce gathered every damp hose he could find in the barn
and work shed to create over 3000 feet of hose. He reached a field
away from the fire. A group of women left their own children with the cluster
by the gazebo. They ran toward the fire through the adjacent fields
where they usually picked blueberries and cheered the baseball teams. Two
fields over they could now see broad walls of flame and the men silhouetted
by smoke, working in shorts, bare-chested, blazed with iron energy. Sonya
saw Pierce struggling with an extraordinary pile of green rubber coils. She
and this one thumbed man screwed hose after hose till a futile sense of
no more hose sucked their spirits. The women were there with buckets,
filling one every two minutes, running two fields and back for more. The
fire chief called for blankets. The women ran back to their bungalows
and gathered them off every bed. The blankets were soaked and thrown
on the ground to stamp out the fire. Sonya had noticed the blaze
at ten, by three the fire had spread by gusts of wind, first to the protected
haystacks and then to the trees toward the lake. The Fire Department
ordered all the civilians back.
The thunderstorm began at four. The weary and frightened people
already returned to the hilltop to check their children and retreat from
the now vulnerable buildings. They turned and cried as they watched
the lightening in the black sky threaten the orange blaze at its finger-tips. Saul,
whose eyes were red around his green sea iris, could not speak. He
stood in the relief rain for an hour until his wife made him come in for
soup and sleep.
When the storm departed, the fire department returned from the fields,
not very talkative. Even when danger is daily business, this fire
had the mystery of redemption. These locals were mostly weary good
Christians.
Sonya sat on the bench built completely around the largest maple on the
main lawn. People stunned and dazed, focused on distracting their
children from the trauma, turned the fire into an adventure. Sonya's
son fell asleep with his head on her lap. She bit her lip and just
let herself cry. She couldn't tolerate the small conversations
around. "A piece of broken glass can catch the sun and start
a spontaneous blaze. This place is too primitive. Can you imagine
being forty-five minutes away form fire protection? But at least
we are six hours form the polio fester. Or are we?" That
kind of talk made her feel ill. Michael was not there. He wouldn't
even know about the day until the next night when he would call for her
city shopping list. Michael, the great provider would feel bad he
wasn't there, but with the danger gone, he will forget by Saturday, eager
for his handball game.
Lewis sat down besides Sonya and said, "I choose the mountains to
keep out of danger. I am not intrigued with the danger of business
or the danger of politics." Sonya heard Saul's wife playing
the piano. Lewis walked her to the bungalow helping with her sleeping
child. He asked, "Why did you leave the children's musical last
week-end?"
She was startled by the question. "Because I thought the worse thing
in the world had happened. My son was in the middle of his solo. He
was sitting on a swing rigged to the stage ceiling, holding a glitter moon,
singing Somewhere Over the Rainbow. There he was, my adorable
kid, summing up all the love America ever had for Judy Garland or Shirley
Temple. Then some jerk gets on the p.a. and starts shouting '
Ladies, Meyer Faith's Kosher Frozen Pizza is on the premises for the next
fifteen minutes.' God, have you ever heard anything so stupid. Cheese
is cheese. The rennet from a cow killed traife should make a difference?
Some idiot didn't know that this is my kid's shining hour. I ran
out of the casino, across the lawn to the p.a. system. I found this
guy with a t-shirt that did not cover his fat belly and a black dress hat
on in the middle of summer, proceeding to loudly, without poetry go on
about the virtues of his pizza, on the wrong channel. I grabbed
the microphone out of his hands and cried 'Schmuck, Out of here!' And
then I ran back in time to see my son smile for his applause, oblivious
to the fact that it had been a duet with Meyer Faith. The audience
was
hysterical, laughing and applauding his perseverance through the
whole song in syncopation with the pizza man. I missed the whole
song."
Her next round of tears pulled feelings from the wings of her back.
Sonya let Lewis hold her. They were very still for a minute.
Saul's wife called attention on the public address system. "Thank
you for all your help on this terrible day. The fire chief assures
us that all is safe. The fire is completely out. We know all
of you sacrificed blankets. The Red Cross is bringing more in about forty
five minutes. My cousin Herbert is in the wholesale quilt business. He
has already been contacted about replacing your blankets. Believe
me, his stuff is very nice. Also the water pressure is very low for
all the attempts to put out the fire. Please use water very carefully. If
you have any problems, Dr. Levy, the nice doctor from the prison down the
road, is on call. You know that he has served our colony for many years. Please
do not worry. The fire is out. However, the fire chief and the health
inspector remind you the Polio quarantine is absolutely in effect." In
the course of listening to the announcement, Sonya and Lewis released their
embrace and never had occasion to touch again. Sonya followed Lewis
out on to the porch to watch the smoldering ash crochet a haze on the night
sky.
On Labor Day, Sonya wistfully packed the little blue magnesium bottle
holding three teeth her children had lost during the summer. She
placed it on her night table in the city. There she had a ceramic
cougar that faced its partner on Michael's side of the bed. Airbrushed
pink glazed around the mouth, the cougar smiled at Sonya when she read
late in the night while Michael slept, exhausted by his worldly work.
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